My head was feeling heavy, so I cried my heart out.
I called out to Krishna, picked up my pen, and started writing…
And now I feel so much better — calmer, and a little sleepy
I took my mother to Patanjali Ashram today.
The overall experience was peaceful and inspiring.
It made me want to live a more relaxed, conscious, and fulfilling life.
To be able to teach others yoga… to serve and help heal them —
That’s one of the greatest gifts anyone can offer to society.
To help those who are in pain, to support them on their healing journey —
Truly, that’s sacred work.
If I’m able to positively impact even one life, that’s a big thing.
To impact a hundred lives? That would be a blessing.
And I want to begin with my own mother. By doing this, I’ll remain aware and grounded. And hopefully, I’ll one day raise a happy, conscious family.
I must never forget — my ultimate purpose is to help society heal.
But to do that, I must first continue to heal myself.
And I am doing the work.
Now, I’ve been given the opportunity to help my Mausaji on his cancer journey.
It’s a chance to serve him, to understand — even if just a little —
What a person with cancer feels… and what their family endures.
I know I can’t save him — that’s in God’s hands.
But I can make sure he doesn’t feel alone.
And that, in itself, is something big.
This is going to be a hard road for him.
I can’t even imagine what he’s going through emotionally.
After all, this isn’t about a job or money — this is life itself.
Yet, he remains one of the most positive people I’ve ever met.
Even when we visit him to cheer him up, he ends up cheering us up.
It’s heartbreaking and inspiring all at once.
I feel he’s going to make it.
A lot of people believe he will.
And I do too.
Looking at things from Masi’s point of view:
She’s stood by him through 20–25 years of struggle.
She’s endured so much, and yet she stands strong.
A true pillar.
She’s an inspiration.
That’s the kind of partner I want to be —
Standing by my person during every storm.
This generation needs to learn that.
It’s painful to see people giving up so easily, walking away,
rather than fighting together for what they once promised each other.
I’m watching people closely.
Sometimes, I feel I’ve grown emotionally numb —
Unable to feel their pain, even though I’m there for them.
Maybe it’s because I’ve got nothing to lose right now.
But still — they’ve done a lot for me, and this is my time to give back.
Service is a beautiful way to lower the ego and become a better human being.
It’s an opportunity.
Grab it with both hands.
Think of it as God’s command — something He prepared you for.
Now is the time. You are the chosen one.
But remember — don’t take pride in that.
Serve. Be humble. And serve well.
The bonds built in difficult times are the strongest ones
It’s heartbreaking for a mother who’s spent her life nurturing her children
To now feel unappreciated by them.
Why does this happen?
I want to comfort Ma, but I don’t know how.
She’s broken inside.
I try to offer her solutions — 30 ways to feel better — but maybe that’s not what she needs.
Maybe she just wants someone to sit with her.
To listen.
To hold space.
To show love and care in the simplest ways.
I’ll keep her with me.
One of my biggest motivations in life is to give my mother
the love, peace, and life she truly deserves.
She has served us all her life,
and I acknowledge that fully —
not just in words, but in action.